that's it

i'm done with this fucking manga

SUCK ON IT KT GO BACK TO DRAWING WHITE SPACE WITH EXPLOSIONS

so i just thought i should say thank you to everyone who was supportive in the last post. I ended up submitting some more applications, mainly to the two places I actually want to go, so we'll just see what they say and until then I won't freak out about what my guidance counselor says.

i love you all. ♥

I WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING

I HATE APPLYING TO COLLEGES

LOVE IS OVER

I HAVE RUINED MY LIFE BY GOING TO AN ALTERNATIVE HIGH SCHOOL





cut my life into pieces etc etc

SO FLIST

DO YOU LIKE ORIGINAL CHARACTERS?

DO YOU LIKE PRETENDING TO BE ORIGINAL CHARACTERS ON THE INTERNET WITH OTHER PEOPLE PRETENDING TO BE THEIR ORIGINAL CHARACTERS???

DO YOU LIKE BLOWING UP HISTORICAL LANDMARKS?

if you answered yes to more than one of the above, you should probably check out apocalypticae. It's an OC RP opening in about a week, with a premise vaguely based of CLAMP's X/1999! The basic idea is as such; in four cities, fate has decided that humanity will decide the fate of the world. TWO GROUPS OF PEOPLE WILL DUKE IT OUT WITH MAGIC POWERS WOO. The goddamn treehuggers who think humanity has had it's run and want to save The Earth are the Angels; and the people lovers who think that humans can ~change~ are Seals. Angels have to go blow up various landmarks of the city called 'barriers' in order to win! Every city has seven, and once they get blown up, the Angels win and EVERYBODY DIES! The Seals, in order to win ... have to stop them from doing as much.

So yeah each city has a Kamui and they are powerful and get to choose a side and all the other aligned will try to recruit them and shit but WHATEVER THOSE ARE ALL ALREADY TAKEN BOO :(

but there are still Seal and Angel spots open! Especially in the cities of Singapore and Buenos Aires! Neutrals are welcome all over the board too (who are basically people with powers who are on neither side and just kinda chillin')!

SO GO LOOK AT THE COMM FOR MORE INFO IF THAT PINGS YOU AT ALL idk

so yeah. SOME OF MY COLLEGE APPS ARE DUE NEXT WEEK. also school project. and i have ... not really started shit for either!

It's just mainly ... augh. I feel like shit because I just found out that I have to have my teacher recommendations submitted on this new thing on paper. And then I have to like ... make them make six copies of it? Or something? AND THEN DO ALL THESE PAPERS HAVE TO BE MAILED IN BEFORE THE DEADLINE AND SOME OF MY TEACHERS HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY RECS AND IT'S WAY TOO LATE TO ASK ANYONE ELSE TO DO IT SO LOL I'M FUCKED

and then because i go to shabazz i don't have grades. i don't have a gpa. and because i'm such a fuckup my transcripts are a mess and I don't have four years of ANYTHING as of right now which is what a lot of colleges want. So i have to beg and whine in EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FUCKING ESSAYS about how ~hard~ my life is and that they should totally take me even though i have only bullshit extra curriculars and shit attendance and shit everything

and then i feel like a stupid whiny bitch because i should just be DOING THIS instead of dicking around and bitching about it and i don't even feel like trying at all because i know that as soon as i go away to college i'll fuck it all up anyway just like dad and fffffffffffffffffffffff

I'M A SPOILED BRAT BLAH BLAH MY LIFE IS SO HARD

GUYS

GUYS I AM NOT UNDERAGE ANYMORE

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO NOW

SO I SLEPT 17 HOURS YESTERDAY, I JUST CALCULATED

WHICH HAS APPARENTLY NOT MADE ME WANT TO SLEEP FOR ANOTHER 17 OR SOMETHING, IDEK

AND EVEN IF I WAS TIRED, IT'S A LITTLE HARD TO SLEEP WITH THE FUCKING FLOORS BEING SANDED DOWNSTAIRS AND THE CATS GOING FUCKING CRAZY IN MY ROOM

CLEARLY THE MOST SUPERB DAY EVER, HERE WE COME!!!

wow i haven't made a post in two weeks














i don't have anything to post about














WAIT fuck holidays

I

FUCKING

HATE

SNOW

Douchenozzle took my dog.

clearly what happens when temperamental and I don't RP for a while is an explosion of gay psycho noncon drama.

I'M SO PLEASED I CAN'T EVEN BRING MYSELF TO BE EMBARRASSED

o1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
o2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
o3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

furious gave me G!

i. Goodnight, Travel Well by The Killers
STAY
DON'T LEAVE ME
THE STARS CAN WAIT FOR YOUR SIGN
DON'T SIGNAL NOW

ii. Getting Scared by Imogen Heap
TURN YOUR UGLY FACE
ARE YOU SO SURPRISED TO SEE ME?
YEAH I WAS YOUR LITTLE CHILDHOOD PLAYGROUND TOY

iii. Gravity by Sara Bareilles
SOMETHING ALWAYS BRINGS ME BACK TO YOU
AND IT NEVER TAKES TO LONG
NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR DO
I STILL FEEL YOU HERE TILL THE MOMENT I'M GONE

iv. Gone Away by The Offspring
I REACH TO THE SKY
AND CALL OUT YOUR NAME
AND IF I COULD TRADE
I WOULD

v. Guilty Pleasure by Cobra Starship
OH BROTHER SPARE US ALL
WE DON'T CARE ANYMORE
WE JUST WANNA GET DOWN ON THE FLOOR

SO seattle was fun. ish. I guess. I started to feel really bad about it during the end because it kind of felt like choosing to go to my high school kind of fucked up any real chances i had at getting into the schools i want. But then again, even if I hadn't, we're still broke as fuck so who even knows. Brendan got scholarship money out his ass from Cornell and his grades weren't even that good, but they're not nearly as selective as the private schools i was looking at. And then the state school I'd have to pay out of state tuition, but I could probably get in. Mom suggested living there for a year to get citizenship, and her friend David even offered me a job, but I don't have any money saved up at all for that kind of thing and augh living on my own is hard.

wah wah i don't wanna grow up wah wah I didn't get to see elly either.

w/e

Ask me either a broad question (i.e 'who is your cruelest character?', 'what is your most optimistic story?') or a specific question/request ('what would does ___ come from?', 'tell me about ___') and I will answer you. Or you can ask meta- questions like 'what was the inspiration for creating ____?'

All RP characters are fair game.

HOPEFULLY someone will actually ask me things

jfc i haven't posted in a while. cfuw is eating my life right now so ... yeah.

LOVE ME?!

So. I beat it.

( spoilers for 385/2 days )

if there's no one beside you, when your soul embarks~

358/2 PLAYLOG THING. spoilers, etc.

( maybe this time he'll stay )